New Year and the past year.

It's new year. And I am already in my 6th year of my PTSD. Something which changed my life.

Well, changes and risk is part of one's life.

Last year, I took a 180 degree turn and studied Business after 7 years of Medical School. Change is inevitable. It's quite a big risk to take. I could say that I'm not good with money. I lose some money in an investment, thanks to my uncle, who promised to take care of my investment while I studied to become a doctor.

These also drives me to understand more about the business... all the investment, the principles, ethics in business.

I could say I enjoy studying business because it involves a lot of calculation. I like maths. Well, I used to hate maths when I was younger, but then it becomes interesting after Mr. R and Ms Lu taught me the 'art' behind mathematics. (same goes with music, I used to hate music class because my music teacher is a terror, then Ms Sakai cultivate the love in music)

Enrolling into the music class was a big risk at that time. I have no basic foundation in music.

With the same spirit of taking the necessary risk, I studied business.

Changes and risks... without them life could be mundane. If I were to be a doctor now (with my PTSD), could I survive? Maybe it's a secure job, maybe it's boring, with all the bully from the senior doctors.