Again, still watching cycle 20 when ANTM cycle 21 is already over... But I would watch cycle 16, 17 and 20 over and over, like I'm stuck in yesteryear. Giving my undivided support to Alexandria and Chris H. Weird? Yeah.
And everybody attack Chris because he is faking when Nina was eliminated. And they think Chris should have supported Nina. I don't hate Nina but, it's a competition. So Marvin and Renee PDAing is OK but when Chis avoids all the drama, he's selfish? It's a competition, not a dating reality show! Of course people are selfish. Renee thinking that she's better than Jourdan, it's selfish too, laughing at her misfortunes. Marvin calling Chris ugly, it's selfish. Cory... okay, he's probably the least selfish, but blaming Chris on Nina's elimination...
Why am I defending Chris? Well, I think he's not as bad as depict in ANTM. He's just defensive. And the other contestant making him look bad, it's kinda like my cousins kissing my parents' asses and making me looks bad. I know that situation. Well, the best way is to be aloof. And when you are aloof, the others would say that you are not friendly? Yup! I know that situation. Very familiar with it.
You trying to be a better person but wasn't given the chance. And you end up being the black sheep. Whatever you do bad or good, nobody cares. Only the ass kissing parasites are worthy of praises.
And Nina, you're not trying to be his friend, you are patronizing him. And oh I hate being patronized. Nina loves him with the hope of him reciprocating her love. Well, she said it. A crush.
Another experience of mine. A girl had a crush on me, but I can't reciprocate it, wanting to get to know her better, as a friend first. Well, things get sour because I am not ready to be in a relationship with her. It's so sudden, and to be honest, she's patronizing me. Asking me to convert my religion when we were never a 'thing'. Well, I don't reject her. I just want things to go slowly. But she felt rejected. And yes... she spreads rumours that I am not interested because of my sexual orientation. I can be straight, or gay or bi, it's too sudden, I just don't want to be rushed into committing myself into serious relationship.
I might look bad to the whole 'stupid' small medical school, but at least, I'm not the rebound guy. Apparently, she just broke up with her boyfriend, and a few weeks later, she is back with him.
That is why I could relate to Chris H. Well, watching Chris isolated from the other contestants kinda reminisce how I feel like in that forlorn medical school. It's painful to watch, considering that he has the potentials.
If I were in that cycle, I would befriend him, just not too clingy. Clingy people suffocates me. Just like my 'McClingy friend'. I would avoid him at all cost, but he thinks that I need him? Do I need him that much? Actually, he's being ostracized and needs somebody to associate with, which is fine with me, but don't only talk about yourself, bragging about how many 'beautiful girls' you've dated with. You are bragging to a wrong person, a feminist!
Well, being a good friend isn't always about presence. It's about giving personal space too, not being judgmental and accept your friend as he/she is.
When I watch Chris getting angry, I get angry too, because nobody is trying to understand him. Making assumption that he is a jerk, just like Alexandria.
So I just don't bother to watch the elimination process (well I'm referring to the Bat/hanging upside down episode) But I laughed at Renee because she got eliminated first when in fact in the same episode she said Chris have to go home. Ughhhh... yeah I hate Renee. Her hobby is criticizing other people. Hey, you're not perfect too Renee!
Watching Chris gives me flash back of the medical school. But C'est la vie. Well, I think Chris is the most successful among all the contestants. He deserves them.
p/s I am also mad because Tyra choose crybaby Marvin instead of Nick Sabatolo. He is way better looking than Marvin. With that nerdy glasses. (well, I just hate Marvin so much)
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